Jangan rush and risau too much, take it easy. Allah tahu apa yang terbaik. Dia akan bagi when the right timing comes. Sabar dan betulkan niat. Be kind to yourself and the people around you. All these struggles will be worth it one day.
Kun Faya kun, If Allah is making you wait, It does not mean that He is punishing you. Rather, He want to hear your voice over and over again, He is waiting for you to pray so that He can answer your prayers with His "Kun" and do not stop praying untill He says kun to your duas.
Quran says again and again
And future will be better for you than the past (Al-Quran:93)
If the hurt comes, so will the happiness (94:5-6)
so remember me and I will remember you (2:152)
سيكون القلب الصادق لقبول القدر دائمًا هادئًا على الرغم من أن العالم ليس ودودًا.
Hati yang ikhlas menerima takdir akan selalu tenang meski dunia sedang tidak bersahabat.
Always check your own attitude too. It's not always the world around you, sometimes you are the toxic person. Understand that you make mistakes and can hurt people. Understand that there are things you need to work on. Apologize, unlearn, and relearn, that's growth.