Nobody talks about the ADHD habit of rehearsing an entire conversation in your head...
Only to reply with,
"Yeah."
You had the perfect response.
It was thoughtful.
Funny.
Made complete sense.
But by the time it was your turn to speak, your brain had already wandered off with the script.
Now you're standing there wondering where all those brilliant words went.
@Akademiks So you wake up everyday and tell yourself " I wanna be more retarded than I was yesterday" , brudda make ya mama proud and stop embarrassing her
Too many dead people walking around. No empathy, no emotional intelligence, no good intentions for anyone. Just looking to covet people's energy and sabotage who they can covet or manipulate.
There's a kind of tiredness that never goes away. It's the tiredness of spending years being someone we're not. Always adjusting. Always performing. Laughing at things you donโt find funny. Saying yes when your soul says no. Chasing things you never wanted. Slowly abandoning little pieces of yourself just to be accepted. But maybe you donโt need a completely new life. Sometimes you just need to return to yourself. Your real, honest self.
Silence doesn't always mean you have nothing to say. It could mean you understand that no matter what you say, it won't change anything, and that sometimes, silence is the smartest response