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27 y.o. | 168 cm | she | ger/eng

[𝒥. @0nigashima_]

@teaisinbed You can do it!!!

[Lele ! @rottengiirl_]

how it feels to have an ed but not be underweight

[𝒥. @0nigashima_]

my boyfriend called me Oompa Loompa few months ago and I still think about it 😭

[Kori🧛🏽‍♀️ @Koimciru]

My boyfriend called me thicc and a BBW

[elora @k1llkcals]

when the honeymoon phase is over and now it's just the endless cycle between trying to lock in, eating, and feeling guilty

[𝒥. @0nigashima_]

@mindbl0wn69 du bist stärker als ich , weiß nicht ob ich da geschafft hätte was übrig zu lassen

[𝒥. @0nigashima_]

@mindbl0wn69 nicht nur sabs
Das sieht so lecker aus omg

[𝒥. @0nigashima_]

@fr4gi1eb0n3s Hast du die Nährwerte bitte D:

[timothy 𝜗𝜚 @littldiary]

eating like a normal human feels like overeating to me

[𝒥. @0nigashima_]

@V4MPlREM0NEY Das sieht richtig gut aus

[𝒥. @0nigashima_]

@K_moominie pass auf dich auf :)

[ash ᢉ𐭩 @ashiestrvs]

i wish i had starve myself depression and not binge eat depression

[𝒥. @0nigashima_]

@teaisinbed Did you change something?

[𝒥. @0nigashima_]

@mindbl0wn69 Die Jacke ist richtig nice!!!

[𝒥. @0nigashima_]

@zer0c0ke_addict @starvify Es tut mir leid!!! 😭

[tofugirl @tofugirl888]

being nutritionally aware is so frustrating. i’m on a cal deficit so i up my protein to protect my muscles. but then I’m constipated so i need to also up my fibre. but soluble fibres typically come from carbs and if i up my carbs i wont have enough cals for protein. WHAT DO I DO!

[𝒥. @0nigashima_]

@0rth0livia Congrats !! Your legs are my biggest inspiration , I really need to lock in so mine will look like yours 🥲

[𝒥. @0nigashima_]

Hab im Vergleich zu letzten Monat 0.3 kg zugenommen (62.1 auf 62.4), war aber in dem Monat auch 2 1/2 Wochen im Urlaub, in dem viel gebinged wurde 🙃 Nach dem Urlaub hatte ich knapp 67 kg auf der Waage. Idk ob die 62.4 jz gut sind oder nicht 😭 immerhin wieder wie vorm Urlaub?

[𝑫𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒚 🧸💖 @sweettiecore]

you know you’re so deep into your ED when your nightmares are about food, binge eating, and breaking your fast