💫joan (body recomp)

#edrtwt #gymtwt | 18 | harm reduction | #1 shouldn't be venter | i love weed | he/him

[Tamiya ⚢ @_TRAMMY_]

what they don't tell you is that once you eat enough bad protein slop, eventually everything else tastes like it too and you permanently lose your love for food and lust for life 😍

[💫joan (body recomp) @1dollarbil47483]

ok im officially like. 15lb from my lw and i cant fucking take it anymore am i kidding myself. i really tried i really fucking tried

[grace🧁 4/10kg @fujograce]

i feel like im molesting people with my presence because of how fat i am

[💫joan (body recomp) @1dollarbil47483]

im having a ton of food related health issues so i can only eat fruit meat and veggies (no nightshade) and i cant even stomach most of the foods i can eat so like.

[Theadore @waterkiloss]

Im not done until I look like this.

[mae ᢉ𐭩 @honeyhourz]

i hate when people take pictures of me like wait let me loose 15kg first

[💫joan (body recomp) @1dollarbil47483]

i was so beautiful why did i choose to lose this LOOK AT MY HANDS im genuinely so sick

[💫joan (body recomp) @1dollarbil47483]

oh my god im at bmi 21 again and i feel fucking obese looking at pictures from my lw again oh my god i cant take it anymore 😭😭😭

[Eggy @2eggwhite]

Watching a budget cooking video and the woman has to adjust a literal Great Depression recipe because the ingredients would be too expensive in 2026

[💫joan (body recomp) @1dollarbil47483]

hiii life update i got a much better job and have actual school plans that are AMAZING in the most beautiful place you can imagine and im acting again😋 im also very locked in on the gym and have gained 10lbs and im ok with it

[💫joan (body recomp) @1dollarbil47483]

guys how do i track calories without being disordered about it im gonna freak my shit

[💫joan (body recomp) @1dollarbil47483]

to restrict and its been kinda an awful cycle. ive gained 8 lb from my lw and feel awful about that as well. im back at eating a crazy deficit just to make me feel something but ive been pretty adamant to all my friends and my bf that im gonna recover but its going so awfully

[💫joan (body recomp) @1dollarbil47483]

recovery update its like really hard😭😭😭 i still track calories most days cause im trying to get gains and ive been trying to stop over eating but its been very very hard, im on a trip where i feel socially inept and stupid and im so upset i just want to eat which makes me want

[Rose 🛸 @revengescores]

Before pride month starts im just gonna say this:

-men’s mental health month is in November

-straight pride isn’t a thing. Nobody has ever been oppressed or killed for being straight

-veterans get 2 months. May and November

So do some research before complaining :)

[angel @neokuudere]

every day feels like This

[💫joan (body recomp) @1dollarbil47483]

and make jokes about my ed now that i am finally being a bit better about it, its nice but the hard part is actually losing weight healthily and gaining muscle now😓 (i cant sit on my bfs lap cause my ass too boney and this cannot stand😭😭)

[💫joan (body recomp) @1dollarbil47483]

im definitely starting to even out with me eating, and stopped binging as much. i just have to be careful with the groceries i have (ever since the entire quart of ice cream in 3 days incident 😭) its kinda funny that people are starting to be more comfortable around me