I hope he finds his true love and that one day he could be happy and content with her, but it won't be me. We broke up three times. We had to break the cycle because we were only hurting each other. As sad as this sounds, I've only ever loved him, and it's him or no one else.
If I ever do get married, it won't be out of love. It'll be to satisfy my parents. Marriage and a home without him aren't something I ever think about. The thought of life without him makes me sick. I've loved him so much, and for that, I'm done with love forever. Him or no one.