winter 𝜗ৎ

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[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

INCOMING YAP SESSION 🗣️ but tldr: i have decided to give recovery a chance. thank you to all of my lovely mooties for everything :) i wish you all nothing but the best. i’ll come back if i relapse, but i really hope that day never comes.

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

@c0rpsedaze thank you lovely 🫂💗 you stay safe too!!

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

INCOMING YAP SESSION 🗣️ but tldr: i have decided to give recovery a chance. thank you to all of my lovely mooties for everything :) i wish you all nothing but the best. i’ll come back if i relapse, but i really hope that day never comes.

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

@fifispo literally both 😭 ugh. used to be just savory but lately i have developed such a horrible sweet tooth when i’ve never had one in my LIFE

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

@socalnocal i know it must be so hard, but breaking it this weekend is def the right call! you deserve it :) proud of you 🫂

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

LOOK AT WORST ANA OVER HERE 🗣️ but seriously i’ve just been happier in general lately and that’s making it 10x harder to restrict 😭 like i’m truly only locked in when i’m at my lowest mentally. i suck bruh

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

my intake for the day is now at 1.6k and my maintenance is like 1.9k i think so i’m still in a deficit and that’s not even taking the cals i burned through exercise into account but my goodness i feel so guilty rn. now i just feel the need to fast :<

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

haven’t eaten in 2 days and i just got a whiff of what my family is making for dinner. it smells so good yall. ran back to my room and shut the door so fast.

[peach wobbler🌸 @st4rvingpeach]

what it's like trying to eat anything without spiraling into a 34534kcal binge

[eve ☆ pittpilled @fullofnxthing]

You can lock in in the middle of the week. You can lock in in the middle of the DAY. You don’t need to wait until the week or month ends to “start over.” You can reset whenever you want. FREE WILL!!!!

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

fasting while working a physically active job is not for the weak 🫩 i’m not even hungry i’m just TIRED

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

sorry for not being very interactive lately moots i have been battling with my flesh

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

@lesbulae THE CUPS ARE SO CUTEE

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

boss said i need to gain weight but she said it in front of a customer so instead of feeling validated i just feel embarrassed as fuck

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

@sveltesacrifice awee, wishing you the best of luck with uni vel !! 🫂

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

@socalnocal i hate the word count on here 🫩

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

@amycountscals noted! tysm! 🫶🏻 yeah i’ve slowly been upping my intake and i’ve found that my binges are becoming less frequent and even when i do binge, they’re not AS big as before. so progress! :D i’ve also just been trying to fit whatever i’m craving into my deficit and that also helps a ton

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

@imp3rfectana def not, enjoy your birthday 🥳

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

🫩 goodnight.

[winter 𝜗ৎ @4everwinters]

yall think we can make it to 20k before midnight…cause now i feel guilty as hell for eating 1.6k cals LOL