I really fucking hate having anxiety. One minute i’m sitting in bed, hanging out & the next minute I’m pacing around not wanting to be in my own skin.
Boyfriend is asleep, just spend over a solid hour organizing my make up. Now, do I stay up & do my nails? & hate my life tomorrow. Or do I go to bed & hate my life tomorrow cause I didn’t do my nails? 🤨
I seriously hate working the morning shift when I’m used to second shift. Like I legit get no sleep all weekend and then i wonder why I’m an emotional mess.