Jase

20 | I’m not the person I make myself appear to be | #BPD | #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

Shout out to everyone making progress that no one recognizes because you never let anyone see your darkest moments. You've been silently winning battles and transforming yourself, be proud of every step you're making in the right direction. Keep going because you got this.

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

Gonna feel extra lonely early next year..

-Need to find my own place to live
-Mom is moving away
-Brother is moving away
-Girlfriend starts going to University

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

Don’t know what it is but I’m having a huge push within myself to not give up on medications. Patience has paid of in many aspects of my life and this is just something I need to follow through with.

#bpd
#SickNotWeak

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

The worst part about having a mental illness, is that people expect you to behave as if you don’t

#MentalHealthAwareness #SickNotWeak
#bpd

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

Any of my follower taken or currently use Vyvanse? Please share your experiences with it. Good/Both

ReTweets are appreciated to get the word around.

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

Fuck medication
Fuck my life
Fuck everything....

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

I’m noticing the side of me I never want people to see is showing more and more day by day.

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

I actually don’t give a fuck about getting better anymore. I’ve tried so hard, for as long as I can remember. I’ve taken more steps to get better more than I ever have my entire life. Somehow I’m getting worse.... which I didn’t think was possible

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

Can’t sleep, mind is all over the place.. and it’s a dark...... DARK place

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

Someone put me out of my misery already..

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

@ColumbiaA409 @Dachsy1973 @_Addz20 @1LonelyWarrior It’s what bro’s do 💙🤗

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

Probably going to stop taking my medication again for a bit. I’ve slept 3 hours in the past 2 days. I’m a zombie

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

@bpdbasedbitch Canada has had some major changes. All good things. Don’t know about many other places as I haven’t looked into it. But I’m getting looked after much better than before that’s sure.

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

@ColumbiaA409 This put a big smile on my face reading this. Thanks for this. You are such an amazing guy and I’m also very glad and proud to call you my friend. 💙

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

I’ve been accepted for PWD (Person With Disability). I’ll get 1.5x more money I currently get every month, but I can also work while getting this extra funding. It’ll also include some other basic health coverage. Good things happens for those who wait and are patient. 💙

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

Almost made it a full week being sober. Haven’t gone this long in well over a year. Proud of myself. Shitty I didn’t make the full week tho.

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

@mh_journey_ Awesome to hear. Sorry you’ve been struggling. Be proud of yourself for getting through it!

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

@onelastkick71 @BeyondYourPast @karibowieHertel @ABrit96 @Borderlineandme @bluekellso @MckBecca @BipolarBattle @me_bpd @TalkingAboutBPD Thanks. Hope you’re doing well

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

Taking some time to myself out on the lake with my girlfriend. Good way to clear some head space

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

My week alone starts today.. 😔😔 girlfriend is away, mom is away, brother is travelling, therapist is gone too.. this’ll be rough

[Jase @BPD_Jase]

I JUST CANT FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE