No state of 'realization' or 'enlightenment'
Reader: Sir, after 'realization,' will there be fluctuations in the process of continuing to delve infinitely deeper into realization? Oh, I've just noticed that the Mind is tangled up in narratives like "Why doesn't the recent bodily sensation feel as intense and shocking as that phase right after I first realized?" and "sensitivity (high or low)," and not believing the mind's narratives. Whatever, don't care anymore, screw it.
BEINGIS: When you say "right after I first realized, it was this way or that...," that's not "realization" — it's just catching a faint taste of your own Radiant energy for the first time. "Realizing" is quiet, like something happens but you can't quite describe what, something immeasurable. "Realization" isn't a special experience, not like the "intense and shocking" you mentioned. Of course, having an intense and shocking experience is great — it's usually what happens when you first get a taste, and that's fine — but don't define "realization" as one special, intense, shocking experience after another. Don't even expect some kind of special experience at all. Just quietly, soundlessly savor or notice your own energy vibrating, whether there's a result or not.
“After realization”? The mind imagines “realization” as an event with a before and an after. That’s not what it is. Any “event” is an illusory assumption of the Mind, including events such as “awakening” or “realization”.
In your Mind, you want to seek a glorious state called 'realization', as if you enter paradise. No, this is the Mind's desire, it's part of the storyline, such goal is not worthy of seeking. Since this is your own Infinite Radiant Energy, there is never a possibility of defining a state of 'realization'. No such state exits. If the Mind thinks that a certain nice state is reached and such a state is defined as realization, this is lie told by the Mind, don't be duped by the Mind.
Instead of striving for reaching a nice state, focus on noticing the Mind's desire for reaching any state whatsoever. As long as there is a goal hanging in your Mind and you are anxious to reach it, you are still carried away by the storyline.
Yes, you will realize your SELF or will see your SELF. But don't expect that there is a demarcation point such as a state of 'realization' exits anywhere.
Automatic doing
Reader: By your words, I get the impression that no idea has true meaning, and that there's no meaning behind experiences either. Therefore, I have no obligation to transcend anything, because the experience is simply happening. I'll take the inner dialogue of my mind less seriously.
BeingIs: Ideas do have meaning to the Mind that projects them. In other words, the Mind projects meaning and the Mind itself consumes the meaning. So, it's a self-justifying loop seemingly spinning within the Mind perpetually. But the meaning derived from these ideas don't actually hold. It's kind of like "I think this is A therefore it must be A...", a complete self-justifying hallucination. True meaning cannot be grasped and comprehended by the Mind. True meaning is not conceptual, is not communicated in words or ideas. I am not actually teaching you the true meaning. I am pointing to your own SELF so that you will taste the non-verbal meaning yourself directly. Only you can taste them, no one can teach you.
Transcending happens automatically by Infinite Radiant Energy, not by a 'you' or by 'your effort'. Your question reveals a misunderstanding that 'you have the obligations to transcend'. No, not like that, there is not actually a 'you' here having obligations to do anything. Automatic doing is being executed super efficiently and lightning fast without a 'you' or 'me' in driver's seat. Transcending is done automatically just like doing is executed automatic. For example, when you go to work, instead of thinking that 'you the person' is doing the work, you realize that the entire Infinite Radiant Energy is doing the work automatically, realizing this is transcending already. There is not a 'you' are doing the work, and there is not a 'you' are doing transcending. Both are done automatically by THAT. For example, many years ago, I got laid off from my previous job suddenly and needed a new job, realizing that all is my own energetic vibration, all is my own making, I didn't worry a bit about my prospect, then, suddenly, out of blue, the phone rang up, and a job offer came right up despite that I have not sent out even a single piece of resume, ... See, there is no effort from me, all was being done automatically. So, it's entirely different from your assumption that you need to do anything or things are being controlled by a 'you', quite contrarily, things are being done automatically, including transcending itself.
Reader: But as you replied to someone else in this post, everything is perfect, so I shouldn't worry so much about understanding anything anymore. But I can't help being intrigued and wanting to decipher what's behind my experience; I suppose this is part of the experience itself.
BeingIs: Getting intrigued and wanting to decipher is okay. You are correct, getting intrigued and want to figure out is integral part of the storyline. These urges are not beyond the storyline, but storyline itself. There is no problem for having these intrigues and desires. Noticing them as narratives from the Mind or notice them as contents of an empty story. Better still, view these intrigues, wonders, desires just like intrigues, wonders and desires in a dream. These urges are not your enemies, but harmless energetic patterning just like any other phenomenon in a dream.
Reader: And at the same time, it seems that I get tangled up and confused with myself, because if everything is perfect and transcendence is not needed, what need or reason do I have to not take the Mind seriously? And an immediate response arises, which is to avoid suffering.
BeingIs: The character in your dream last night, or a character right here in the current story is always confused and tangled up. This is the nature of the Mind. There is no cure for such confusion and entanglement. Why should these confusion and entanglement bother you? They are empty confusions and empty entanglement in a completely empty storyline. How can they bother you? unless you take them seriously. So, don't waste time trying to alleviate these conditions, just like you don't need to waste time alleviate any condition in a dream. Leave these confusions and entanglements alone!!! You are not actually inside the story at all. Although it seems that a character called "me" is confused and entangled in a story. That's not a problem. Don't own the story. You are perpetually perfect as THAT regardless of what kind of story that seems to flow by.
Oh, the Mind wants to get rid of suffering. But ironically, the suffering is actually produced by the Mind taking its own assumptions as concrete realities. So, getting rid of suffering is now equivalent to getting rid of the Mind? The Mind wants to kill the Mind itself. It's impossible.
No, suffering is not cured by avoiding them and suffering is not remedied by killing the Mind. Suffering is transcended by realizing all phenomena is dreamlike and insubstantial, nothing to be concerned about. Once such realization deepens, the seeming sense of "suffering" may go on for an extended period of time, but slowly and gradually, their taste start to change, the so-called "suffering" will seem to change flavors subtly, they are not as poignant as before, they are not as painful as before, they will start to taste as if it's kind of bitter-sweet initially and more and more sweet as your sensitivity increases, and apparently nothing seems to have changed on the surface.
Yes, there is no need for you (or the Mind) to worry about 'to-be' or 'not to-be' because all is already perfect, if it seems 'to be', it's perfect, if it seems 'not to-be', it's still perfect. Imperfection is assumed by the Mind only. Reality cannot not be perfect, and unconditionally perfect.
Is a definite claim that "xyz acn't happen" a narrative from the Mind?
Reader: Also isn’t a definite saying like “xyz can’t happen” a mental narrative itself and therefore without truth?
BeingIs: Yes, a definite claim such as "xyz can't happen" or "xyz can happen" is narrative from the Mind. Any claim projected by the Mind does not stand. Let's look at this claim "xyz can't happen". What is "xyz"? this is an abstract concept defined by the Mind. This definition already doesn't stand because it may look like "xyx" but it's not actually xyz. For example, in your visual field, the Mind names an object "apple" because it looks like apple, but it's not actually apple, just an energetic patterning which the Mind defines as "apple". For example, the Mind defines the visual field as "space", but it's not actually a thing as space, the visual field is not actually a field, but an energetic patterning that the Mind abstracts to names such as "visual field or space".
Next, let's look at "happen" or "not happen". What does the word "happen" mean? The word "happen" must be based on a state called "not-happen" to be established first. But how do you define the state of "not-happen"? Such definition is totally arbitrary. We can't even be certain that "xyz" is xyz, let alone make certain it's happening or not happening. Now you can see, this entire claim is a joke. For someone who realizes these claims is a joke, they can be entertaining and harmless. For someone who takes the claims seriously, it leads to suffering.
Most people think of the effect of the Mind as "mental" or a function originated from a meat ball "brain". This is a big misunderstanding. The effect of the Mind is infinitely more than, bigger than and different from "mental" and "brain". The effect of the Mind is a fundamental interpretation mechanism of Infinite Radiant Energy. Just like there is never a "me" here, there is never a "brain" here. The sense of "me" and the projected definition of "my brain" are just conceptual definitions made by the Mind. Likewise, most people mistakes that thinking is done by the brain, no, thinking is done by the effect of the Mind. It's not exaggerate to say, when you think, THAT thinks.
Reader: So one could say that everything perceptible isn't real, and its reason for "be there" is solely for the enjoyment of THAT, which is the only true reality. But what intrigues me is, how can I recognize myself as THAT?
BeingIs: No, I didn’t say that everything perceptible isn’t real. I am pointing out that they are not actually what the Mind says they are. Your own energetic effect is of course real, but the conclusions reached by the Mind cannot be established. For example, the conclusions that the Mind is feeding you is: "this is my life on a planet called earth. I was born on a certain date and will die later, and then the world will go on without me after my death". Please notice, the experience that you are experiencing is real energetic patterning of your SELF, but this is not actually "a me going through a life" and it's not actually "an earth or a world". And there is not actually a "me born on a certain date and die a while later". And probably to your total shock, there is not such a thing called "the world surviving your death". As you can see, the Mind is telling you everything that can't actually stand, despite the fact that the raw experience itself is 100% real.
The so-called world doesn't even survive the night when you sink into deep sleep, let alone survive "your death". Every moment of your experience is simply brand new. If you realize that seeing is the seen, it won't be hard for you to realize that entirety of experiential field is the seer alone. When the effect of seeing is gone, the entire field of seen is gone, pop! nowhere to be found as if they never actually appeared in the first place.
How can you recognize yourself as THAT? Recognizing or not, you are already THAT, that is by default. Now, all you need to notice is how the Mind is tricking you to taking a joke as reality. Who is doing the actual noticing? Of course, THAT and only THAT can do the noticing. The Mind may fool you into believing that 'I' was doing the noticing. No, it's always THAT doing the noticing. There is never actually a 'I' here regardless you can feel the sense of 'I' or not.
Reader: So what could be considered and dismissed as my own energetic effect?
BeingIs: Just let noticing go on automatically. There is no need to "consider" or "dismiss". When there seems to be logic of "consider" or "dismiss" rising in your Mind, just notice them also, these logic are nothing more than the Mind is trying to make sense of that it can't make sense of. The more can you notice the logic of the Mind flowing through your experience, the more you get sensitive and transcend the function of the Mind. The function of the Mind is not a negativity, it's for you, i.e., THAT, to notice so that you know what it's narrating is full of illusory conclusions and you can leave them alone.