Sick and Tired

18+ on my page 21+ to DM

Getting to know me is probably a mistake
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(Awful but passionate) Writer & Budtender
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26 Sad Bi Girl (But just wanna date a woman)

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

Being by myself has been one of the hardest things I have ever done, and it can feel extremely lonely and sad.

But it also feels empowering somehow.

Ups and downs. I like my alone time but it also hurts to feel so alone. It's a multifaceted development, I suppose.

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@gunsnrosesgirl3 Cursive

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@slqttyo Like it was made in the 1930's 😭🤣 technology has come a long way since then jfc

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

Yeah kinda got sick of this at some point. No man actually gives a shit and that's why I gave up on them honestly

[Your Emotional Healing Coach @AfsaRosette]

Most men don’t like you. They just want to experience you. Dont be the experiment & know the difference.

Here’s how;

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@justmej3z @CounsellingSam Chiropractor* holy shit I butchered that word to hell

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@justmej3z @CounsellingSam No literally. This drives me nuts. "Have you taken vitamin D? Massages? Chorppractory? PT? Acupuncture? Medication? Walks?" Yes. Yes. Yes. Tried it all and nothing seems to work.

Like on my best days I can function *okay*
But on my worst? Immobilized and crying with no relief

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@vampied_ And I'm sorry you have to struggle with not feeling sick enough ): i think thats something we all struggle with though no matter how sick we are unfortunately. You are valid and you are not alone. Sending love your way friend!

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@ugwhat_ @w1nterb3rrry Im doing better now! But im 26 and definitely still have those behaviors in the back of my head and its so easy to go back when im stressed! But doing my best fs! Just again not something you get to age out of like you said 🤣

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@ugwhat_ @w1nterb3rrry Yeah I was on a feeding tube at 21 like I thought it was a cute lil phase when i was 14 too 😭

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@GoWest1984 @ayrish0 @AbortionChat But imo children deserve happiness not just life

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@GoWest1984 @ayrish0 @AbortionChat It's cruel. I was hospitalized with many children in similar circumstances and it is truly heartbreaking when you see how many literal children are eilling to kill themselves because of the shitty lives they got thrown into. Not trying to change your perspective bc ik I wont

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@patriarchbeast @jocelynrache @whatever But with fake nails I can't pick at my cuticles to the point I bleed? So idk...I feel like that's a pretty good reason

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@GoWest1984 @ayrish0 @AbortionChat Was dead and thats not something I would want for any child ):

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@GoWest1984 @ayrish0 @AbortionChat Okay and that's great you think that! But the first time I tried to commit suicide I was 10. It took a lot of healing and work to get to where I am today and it was not something I should have had to do when I did not elect to be born. I spent the majority of my life wishing I

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@MannSplaining @AbortionChat Because a baby cannot survive outside of the womb before 20 weeks MINIMUM some even later.
Most of the time you cannot get an abortion past 16 weeks and even if you can its bc of medical reasons either to you or the baby...

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@GoWest1984 @ayrish0 @AbortionChat Bc no matter how much you told my mother to be responsible or to take accountability...she still starved me, beat me, and used heroin and meth. I wouldnt treat my child that way and I would never get an abortion. But my mother was never fit to be a parent and I suffered for it

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@bpdloving @caeliusrecovs Your ugw just gets lower once you hit it bc you will never be happy with your weight or the way you look. There is no being content with an ED. You can always be skinnier. Its sad really

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@itybityminnie CPTSD, Major depressive disorder with psychotic features, GAD

Idk if I would consider autism a mental illness but im also autistic

[Sick and Tired @ChaosSinceBirth]

@20jay99 Lmfaoooo my point is once they touch it theyve seen it 🤣🤣 if you mean getting off before touching one then maybe its audio porn for them 😭🤣