Citizens Behind the Badge

Citizens Behind the Badge is dedicated to fighting the disastrous ‘Defund and Defame’ the police movement that is plaguing the Nation.

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"Get your mind right and get in the fight."

When the call came in on May 20th, 2010, wildlife officer Michael Neal didn't hesitate to get in the fight. Two fellow officers were down, and two heavily armed suspects were on the loose.

In that split second, instinct and training took over—but so did a stark realization.

In Part 2 of our interview, Sheriff Mike Neal breaks down the exact mindset required to drive toward danger. It wasn’t about avoiding the fight; it was about getting in it, surviving, and stopping the threat at all costs.

This is a masterclass in tactical mindset, raw survival instinct, and the heavy reality of what it means to put on the badge.

Part 2 of our latest podcast episode is OUT NOW. Search 'Heroes Behind the Badge Podcast' on YouTube or your favorite podcast platform.

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🎙️Part 2 out now! "I Thought I Was Going to Jail" — Sheriff Mike Neal

He rammed his truck into a van full of cop killers at 55 miles per hour.
His first thought after the shooting was that he'd be fired.

Part 2 picks up exactly where Part 1 ended — Michael Neal, rifle on his lap, driving over an hour with his foot to the floor toward West Memphis.

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He stopped to refuel at a gas station at Mile Marker 275 — the same exit as the crime scene. He didn't know that. He pulled onto the overpass, looked down on the two officers lying in the road, and decided what he was going to do. What happened next took about seven seconds and ended a two-hour manhunt.

Neal walks through the full shooting: the communication breakdown that let the killers hide in a Walmart parking lot for two hours, the moment gunfire started as he turned into the lot, the decision to ram rather than engage at a distance, and taking 12 rounds of AK fire through his windshield while firing 30 rounds of .223 back through it. His first thought walking up on scene was that he was going to jail for shooting two people in a parking lot in broad daylight. His second was that everybody was looking at him. Not with anger — with something else entirely.

The episode closes with why he stayed in law enforcement after all of it, and what he wants people to take away from seeing the names of Brandon Paudert and Bill Evans on the National Law Enforcement Officers Memorial.

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Timestamps:
0:00 — Cold Open: Bobby Paudert Hugs the Man Who Ended It
0:25 — The Anniversary Wedding, Revisited
3:50 — The Call Goes Out: Two Officers Down
6:32 — "I Was Used as an Instrument"
9:49 — "This Is Real. Get Your Mind Right."
13:16 — The Communication Breakdown That Let the Killers Hide
16:57 — The Walmart Lot: Gunfire, the Ram, the Shots
21:12 — What He Brought Home — and Why He Stayed

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"I received 42 awards I didn’t want. My colleagues who died got nothing."

On May 20th, 2010, wildlife officer Michael Neal ended a deadly active shooter threat in a Walmart parking lot, stopping the sovereign citizen duo who had just ambushed and killed West Memphis Police Officers Brandon Paudert and Bill Evans.

He was hailed a hero. He received 42 commendations. His bullet-riddled truck was put on display in a national museum.
But behind the medals was a crushing wave of survivor's guilt.

In our latest episode, Sheriff Mike Neal opens up for the first time about the heavy burden of being decorated for the worst day of your life, the "year of fog" that followed, and what it really takes to process that kind of trauma.
This is a raw, honest look at the mental health reality facing law enforcement officers after the sirens go silent.

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New Heroes Behind the Badge Podcast Out Today! 🚨
Mike Neal stopped two cop killers. Then he received 42 awards he didn't want. Meanwhile, his colleagues who died got nothing.

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On May 20th, 2010, West Memphis, Arkansas Police Officers Brandon Paudert and Bill Evans were shot and killed during a routine traffic stop by a father-son sovereign citizen duo. Two hours later, wildlife officer Michael Neal ended the threat in a Walmart parking lot—ramming his truck into the suspects' vehicle and trading heavy gunfire through his windshield.

He survived. The suspects did not. But the weight of that day never left.

Sixteen years later, Neal is now a county sheriff, and his bullet-riddled truck sits on display at the National Law Enforcement Museum in Washington, D.C. In Part 1 of this powerful interview, he opens up for the first time about:

The Year of Fog: The devastating mental and emotional aftermath of the shootout.

The Survivor's Guilt: Dealing with 42 commendations while processing the loss of his fellow officers.

Redeeming the Date: Why he deliberately married his wife on May 20th—the anniversary of the shooting—to give a tragic date a reason to live.

Breaking the Stigma: The reality of mental health in law enforcement, and the unique retired officer-turned-therapist who finally helped him heal.

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Turn on notifications so you don't miss Part 2, where Sheriff Neal breaks down the tactical incident itself: the moment he arrived at the Walmart, the gunfight, and what he brought home from it.

Episode Timestamps:
0:00 — Cold Open: "The First Time in 16 Years It Didn't Hurt"
0:39 — The West Memphis Ambush: Setting the Scene
3:01 — The Blur: That First Year After the Shooting
6:02 — Forty-Two Awards He Didn't Want
9:02 — "It 100% Changed Me — and I Wouldn't Change It"
12:03 — His Bullet-Riddled Truck at the National Law Enforcement Museum
18:04 — Walking the Memorial Wall During Police Week
24:05 — Why He Finally Got Help (And the Therapist with a Bed)
27:06 — Breaking the Mental Health Stigma in Law Enforcement

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He died doing exactly what he always did — helping someone in danger. Today’s "Heroes Live Forever" episode honors Officer Thomas Richard Meyers, killed while protecting a stranded motorist. A Marine. A father. A mentor. A man who made Kansas City safer every single day. His story deserves to be heard.

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Weitzel, “If you want to see how bad a decision this is, look at @CWBChicago Brandon’s Bodies in Chicago. The reckless removal of ShotSpotter has cost, so far, 84 victims dead or injured because of the political BS.” @JasonMattera @ralphaclark @NEWSMAX @MorningAnswer @NewstalkSTL

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"I was told the police's view on public safety in IL. is distorted. I disagree & am pushing back. Please share this & follow me; facts & police matter." @CWBChicago @Awake_IL @CitizensBTB @amyjacobson @Giersh @John_Kass @ChicagoContrar1 @chriskrokshow @foxnewsnight @NewstalkSTL

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Remembering and honoring a fallen law enforcement hero--Sgt. Joseph Apodaca, 36, of the Taos County (NM) Sheriff's Office died in a motorcycle crash on 5-22-26 while pursuing a reckless driver.

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Remembering and honoring a fallen law enforcement hero--Carroll County (VA) Sheriff's Deputy Logan Utt was shot and killed on 5-29-26 while performing a welfare check.

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Remembering and honoring a fallen law enforcement hero--Central Berks Regional (PA) Police Officer Kristin Yeager died in an automobile crash on 5-29-26 while responding to an emergency call.

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@OrangeCoSheriff Very powerful, the public needs to see more of this! ❤️💙

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Very powerful video, please take a few minutes to give this a watch. 💙

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The average person may experience only a handful of truly traumatic moments in their lifetime.

For law enforcement officers, those critical incidents can number in the hundreds over the course of a career.

Car crashes. Suicides. Fires. Medical emergencies. The moments families never forget.

And every time the call for help comes, we answer it.

Our deputies may never know the people they’re helping, but in those moments, they’ll give everything they’ve got.

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Well done Capt. Sinclair! ❤️

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A fire captain jumped into rushing floodwaters to save a baby deer being swept downstream in Indiana.

The Madison Township Fire Department was responding to call about a person stuck in a car in a flooded roadway, but when they arrived, the person had been able to get themselves out without help. That's when rescuers heard a baby deer in trouble.

Capt. Joe Sinclair went in the water to save it, with his crew helping to pull him and the deer back to safety. The deer was transported to a local wildlife rescue.

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During National Police Week, I asked @POTUS to create a task force for solving unsolved line-of-duty murders. I want to do more than honor – I want to support the families." @CWBChicago @Awake_IL @RobHartWBBM @CitizensBTB @NLEOMF @amyjacobson @LELDF @MorningAnswer @NewstalkSTL

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What if we told you that just 1% of the population is responsible for a staggering 63% of all violent crime convictions?

It’s called the Pareto distribution, and the data proves that public safety isn't about policing everyone—it’s about locking down the tiny fraction of career criminals who terrorize our communities.

In this eye-opening clip from our interview with policy expert Rafael Mangual, he demolishes the core arguments of the decarceration movement. He uses hard, peer-reviewed data to show exactly why keeping repeat offenders on the street has led to a catastrophic spike in urban violence.

The data doesn't care about political talking points, and it's time we start looking at the real numbers.

Our two-part interview with Rafael Mangual is streaming right now. Head over to YouTube or your favorite podcast app and search: Heroes Behind the Badge Podcast to watch.