Thin Lies

dance, music, coffee and some issues

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I don't understand why I eat so much and still expect myself to lose weight

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It's just that I have such big dreams and don't want to ruin them with my own behaviour

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I feel like I'm on the edge into falling into severe disordered eating

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@nadelino74 really hope that I can work it through though

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You know that feeling when you're annoyed with something. I'm having that with life.

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Of course weight is weight, but being skinny with muscle weight is different than being fat cause of fat

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Hoping the weight is caused by muscles, but it's so freaking hard to know whether I've 'gained' or not

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Weighed myself and I'm so heavy

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I want a strong body but also a thigh gap and I don't even know anymore

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When I wake up I have trouble controlling myself, which leads to huge breakfasts

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I doubt if life is meant to be for me

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@ControlForThin ...

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Whenever I puke (which is not often) it doesn't have the same effect it had when I first started.

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I do not want to fall back into a disorder. Not doing it.

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Shouldn't have eaten dinner

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What's your experience when it comes to taking antidepressants?

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@anarock I think it might be a combination, but I'm not sure🤔

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At this point Michelle Obama is my biggest (female) inspiration

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I really can't fast because of uni. No way I'm gonna let that GPA go down.

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Not sure if twitter triggers me or that being here means I've already been triggered