... No energy.
He shakes out the foot he kicked with, and staggers closer-- practically falling into Wade's embrace, and just sighs. A deep, under-slept, relentlessly upset and angry and-- urgh, EVERYTHING, sigh.
"... I--" his voice cracks. "... Got carried away."
"..." A long pause-- and he blinks, confused--
Why did it... matter so much, that he was so angry? He never got to be angry. Ever-- not at anyone other than himself. He almost wants to get defensive, and yet... he just doesn't have the energy, seeing Wade worry.
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"Andreas, my love, and my bro..."
He was disheartened to see him so... angry. Ruthless was one thing, everyone had a side to them for it. But the rage.
"Come here." He'd state, arms wide open. He'd hope beyond the rage He'd listen to a voice of reason.
The open arms make him hesitate.
It's not that Andreas doubts he deserves to be comforted. Anyone does, but-- it's the fact that Wade is so clearly upset, even if it's not AT him, but FOR him. Shouldn't Andreas be telling him it's alright, just a long day, etc.?
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//what emotionally destroys me about this is that andreas would INSTANTLY find five millions ways to make it his own fault 💔💔💔 so ur spot on goddamn-- also AHHGHG
[ @DIVINGSPIDEY ]
“I know that look… you’re thinking this is… your fault…
It isn’t. You didn’t do anything wrong… all you did was keep me company… and let me say goodbye…”
... He's extremely happy to know that's touched someone-- anyone, really-- that he loves. Andreas has always tried his best to show others his best side, because it's what they all deserve.
This all gets him a wide, sunny smile!
[ That makes him smile... Another reason to keep doing it, huh? He's very gentle. ]
... is this okay? i uh, just kinda didn't know how to stop, haha. but i can.