@c0412t And that is something to be proud of. It hurts now, but you'll come out of this understanding yourself a lot better. None of us handle everything perfectly, but being honest enough to see your own mistakes is how you grow. You'll be alright :)
@freshbair Yeah. It won't solve everything, but understanding why you think and feel certain ways can make some of those doubts a lot easier to carry. Good luck with everything, and if you ever need help with anything psychology related, feel free to ask.