I normally keep a "no/minimal serious talk" policy for this account, to keep me from engaging with twitter too much, but I needed to scream into the void for a little bit.
Go support the other Cal developers, if you can. The decent ones. This hurts them so much more than me.
Im still heartbroken over Calamity, man. That mod was a constant in my life for YEARS. I've had projects I love fall apart due to developers turning out to be abominable human beings before, but this hurts way, way more. Second worst such incident for me, even.
I think, more than anything, im sick of being angry. Emotional fatigue is real. I just want to be done, and focus on other things in my life, and I can't, because so many things I love keep getting shat on by "people" with neither morals nor common sense.
I'm tired.
Calamity has been an inseparable part of my day to day life for 5 years.
having the opportunity to develop for the mod felt like a privilege, for it to end this way is beyond gutting.
in spite of that, it was a joy to show creative vision and dream.
Thanks for the road.
No joke when I started playing final fantasy XIV after I quit league of legends and ran my first dungeon and stupidly died being a stupid sprout i instinctively tensed up expecting to get flamed only for the healer to say “it happens, don’t be too hard on yourself”. Almost cried
@WooffleDee I think its gonna have a LOT of unique dialogue but im kind of in the same boat. I don't think it's going to ultimately end up any different. Only one ending to delature
Seattle has recently sighted a Raccoon that frequents the local parks with Short Spine Syndrome (SSS).
The locals have endearingly nicknamed him, "Jimothy".
Starting a lets play on. The boobtube.
The first game I will be playing is a certain indie title with subtle graphic.
It’s called Notepad.
Kyler Spamton