it takes a tremendous amount of courage to continue to be gentle and soft even after you are hurt and mishandled. be proud of your ability to express your care
"Just pray quietly. Allah brings the hearts together."
"There is no need to doubt. What is destined for you will find its way to find you."
There is khair in the delay. The wait will be all worth it, May Allah swt grant you even better than what you yearn for