Im so desperate for punishment that ill beg for it on my knees...i want to look up at someone with pleading eyes begging for the first slap, the first strike, the first kick... making me beg until im nothing but a fucking mess at their feet
The thought of walking through my front door and feeling nothing but calmness is fucking unbearable im craving that sting across my face, the feeling of being shoved down the second i step inside and hands that dont ask for permission before they take everything
Im thinking about doing content where im letting someone use me as a fucking punching bag: slaps, punches i want to record every flinch i do when a fist connects to my face
Im thinking about doing content where im letting someone use me as a fucking punching bag: slaps, punches i want to record every flinch i do when a fist connects to my face
Cant stop imagining to be trapped on a crowded train feeling hands slide under my clothes while i have to swallow my own screams so no one notices as im being touched like im nothing but fucking prey
Cant stop imagining to be trapped on a crowded train feeling hands slide under my clothes while i have to swallow my own screams so no one notices as im being touched like im nothing but fucking prey
Waiting for my bus and all i can think about is how i want to feel the threat of violence in a public space and the whisper of someone promising to break me if I make a noise
Waiting for my bus and all i can think about is how i want to feel the threat of violence in a public space and the whisper of someone promising to break me if I make a noise
I want to be dragged out of sleep by force... i want to feel the sting of hair being pulled and the weight of someone pinning me down before i can even process whats going on i want to be manhandled before im even conscious enough to resist