I hope to be able to draw those things again soon and post them without feeling embarrassed; after all, I really enjoy doing it and seeing how much I’ve improved with anatomy or textures—I just need some time ✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧
I feel much less anxious when I draw things that are more... SFW?, I’ll still create suggestive drawings but I feel that, in a way, consuming so much NSFW content eventually just fueled a porn addiction rather than a healthy appreciation for that kind of art
And it’s funny, because I didn’t even used to post much NSFW content here but I reached a point where simply consuming it became an addiction. I hope that everyone who's struggling internally with some form of porn addiction, can find a peaceful space to heal :)