nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between “things will get better” and “i can’t handle this anymore.” it’s like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day
MY MISERY DOES NOT LIKE COMPANY.
If I know I'm in a shitťy mood, l isolate. I'm not with pushing my energy on nobody else if it ain't the right energy.
no one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching from "keep going, it'll get better" to "I can't do this anymore, I'm about to give up".
btw adulthood slowly teaches you that not everyone deserves access to your energy, time, or vulnerability. it’s very important you learn how to step back without explaining yourself
Sorry if I don't reach out anymore. I'm fighting for my life, second guessing my career path, debating my life choices, scrolling through social media, and sleeping whenever I get free time just to escape reality.