@GamingAndPandas Legit Brazil has some insane import taxes for pc parts and vidya consoles.
Theyโre prolly not as bad for PlayStation games tho, seeing asโฆ
I legit only wake up cause I gotta work, otherwise my brother won't be ok and my cousin won't be able to keep studying, that's about it. Don't know anyone else here that I can hang around and do stuff with, timezone diff makes it hard to hang with the boys in vc, etc.
Shit I don't even have a bedroom lol.
Still trying to figure out what, at this point and after so many personal failures, is the path God has in store for me to see if maybe I can find some sense of happiness and fulfilment in my life after all these years โ esp after yesterday, which was a last straw of a bad day in a series of bad days, idk it just seems that i end up botching even the simplest things, like cleaning a keyboard.
Try with my passion project again if and when I recover some semblance of a mental wellbeing, something else, idk, hard for me to feel creative these days, and it's been a worsening rut for me no matter what I try.
If not that then idk right now, like I've been saying, I don't have much of a skillset, but do have two important responsibilities (brother and cousin) which is what keeps me going, if only for them cause I don't have anything else to look forward to at a personal level rn.
I'm going to try to get better and hopefully I can look into fixing my draft and try again next year, but it's hard to feel like you're capable of accomplishing something worth a damn for once in your life when there's been little to no interest in the setting, and super mixed reactions despite my best efforts for the better part of a decade.
Can't even bring myself to get in the headspace for making silly memes like I used to, isolation's slowly devouring me that's for sure.
Newsflash: You do not, in fact, have to play the raids day one on December 9 because. It's not like Ion is gonna reset your Foever progress on the next season.
I wish these WoW Forever raids didnโt open one month after launch on December 9th. No way am I getting to level 60 in that time.
Blizzard talks about slowing down and enjoying the journey then shoves endgame content at us in four weeks.
https://t.co/wunIPZtcu1
tbh even Burning Crusader had some catch up gear (my beloved backup shield that I had to use in Hyjal to not burn durability through my big boy shield in trash packs).
That said, a full Seasonal catch up gear would be a disaster, but I don't mind if there's eventually craftable BoP shit, but even that's a dangerous line to cross imo.
We'll see, either way I'm too mentally downtrodden to care at this point lol
idk man, Iโm at a point where even the simplest things like cleaning something end up with me screwing it up.
idk if itโs burnout, stress, depression, decades of bs and never resting but itโs not been a good day for me in months. Nothing fills the void, nothing goes well, and I canโt accomplish a thing worth a damn.
Another week to grind I guess, otherwise who will take care of my brother, but Iโm just so tired even though I am grateful to God for what little I have, none of which I deserve.
"Oh, what's that, the WoW Forever beta is over and you can't wait two weeks for it to come out?"
"Well, why don't you go farm venomstones in retail to pump your numbers in invasions and get excited for a new season next year? Now that's engaging content" - Ion (presumptively)