But me directly contacting someone that I don't love (platonically or otherwise) I don't do that, you know just like people and then talk to them, because I am happy with my circle or at least I was? I don't know. Anyway, I guess fuck it? I mean what's the worst that can happen
It feels strange, relationships. Not specifically romantic ones, just relationships in general. Mutual love and care, what does it mean, how should you act, what to expect out of each other and how it feels to have those expectations betrayed, but hey you set them didn't you
Also a new option that I didn't really consider before kinda opened up. Casual friends, I don't usually do them, I have a close circle and I tend to stick with them and whoever is around them and never make an effort to explore them more..lack of interest is a big part of it