In other news I am genuinely concerned with a guy telling me their "an angry white boy".
Like are you an angry white boy that can manage that? Or are you going to turn that on me ?
There's a type that's grumpy but understanding, vs angry whos mad at everyone no matter what.
Obviously things come to an end, and its a natural thing.
But I don't need wait for things to get bad, or to get better to move on.
Or anything else.
Neither do I need to rush the end.
I dunno!
Is it fucked up to look at someone and understand innately that they might not last with you, because they eventually they probably won't be able to keep up with you wholly?
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Like who they are, are a great match for me where I'm at personally, and I'm not upset or sad about it. I'm grateful for it & I appreciate what I'm experiencing.
I just feel like it's almost mean to suddenly know that and almost want to keep that expectation.
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i do not want to be merely tolerated or accepted. what miserably low standards. i want to be celebrated. i wanted to be asked serious questions. i want to be asked about my dreams and desires, my sorrows and my favorite trees. i want to be wanted. actively. abundantly. today.
my mum and I talked about the importance of crying and allowing grief to pour out of you, so pain isn’t kept in. in our culture, people (women in particular) are given rooms and spaces to express grief loudly and outwardly, so they experience catharsis instead of bottling it up