i refuse to overcommunicate. i refuse to care more. i refuse to let my anxiety convince me that i’m the problem. i refuse to be the bigger person that’s responsible for holding shit together. i refuse. & that’s all i have to say about that. meet me where i’m at or leave me alone.
trust the delays, the extended waits that feel endless and needless. trust the pace at which things are moving, the slowness, the quickness and all the energy in between. trust the way the waves are flowing right now, towards you, away from you, but always where they need to.
the idea of being coddled or enabled by someone when I’m in the wrong is so unsettling. please don’t absolve me of personal responsibility. please hold me accountable so I can learn from my mistakes. this is how I know someone has true respect for me