I have decided that I won't be returning to streaming anytime soon.
My life needs more structure, and I have some dreams, that I want to pursue.
I will still be lurking around you all, and chat with you!
I appreciate the connections I have made!
See you all, friends! <3
I have decided that I won't be returning to streaming anytime soon.
My life needs more structure, and I have some dreams, that I want to pursue.
I will still be lurking around you all, and chat with you!
I appreciate the connections I have made!
See you all, friends! <3
@helloNikoheart But you have something to fall back to in case the whole internet thing gets out of fashion... said with the biggest sarcastic tone of my life! hahaha!
You rock my guy; I am so proud of your progress!
I have played #WorldOfWarcraft for a long time, but now I have grown a little tired of it.
So do I know people who are playing #FFXIV or #NewWorld ? :3
Have a great one!
@PhantomOfNyx I am looking for more community based MMOs, like Wow used to be.
Since Wow has gotten more into single player content, and endless grind - I want to get somewhere, where you need to cooperate with a guild to reach good end game content.
Solo content is only good for leveling.
@ElessiRin Uuuuh, would be nice to try. I think a bought a copy, many years ago but haven't played it π
How is it?
I hate grinding, unless it actually leads to some great rewards !!
I just realized how tough the neurotypical world is, for a neurodivergent person.
I try so hard to do what others expect of me, but today I was told that my contract won't get extended.
So I am unemployed from Thursday.
I am happy about it, yet scared.
@Elena_Graham It really is. All my life I thought I was lazy, undisciplined and impulsive.
But I keep my head up and learn as much as possible from this.
Crossing fingers for you and him.
You guys have been very patient, and fighting a tough battle.
@Elena_Graham Thank you so much Elena! It's been a rough ride.
But now I am in a different place mentally, and ready to take my knowledge to the next workplace! :)
I heard that travel restrictions are going away from Friday.
How are you and your partner feeling about that?
And that's where it hits me.
I am not a stable worker.
I blame myself a lot from the jobs, I have had. Why it went to shits.
That's my fault, for not knowing my diagnosis earlier.
But today, I get a new chance.
A chance to do what works for me.
#adhd#asd#Neurodivergent
The job didn't do anything positive to me, I basically complained about it every day.
Yet, I realized that it was the same as previous jobs.
Because my mask functions for a few, I am the best worker.
But after weeks/months... My true self comes out...
I even contacted designers to make sure that everything was ready for my stream.
And to those you are still waiting for an answer.
I am sorry, I am burned out so responses are very delayed!
On today's episode of #ADHD hyperfixation.
I planned an entire business model of my stream and web design career.
Now I am burned out, and don't want to anyway.
WHY DOES MY BRAIN DO THIS!!!
I care about streaming, but I can't focus on working towards it! π₯Ί