i get really overwhelmed when i have to explain why i’m upset. i was conditioned to believe my feelings never made sense so as an adult when i have to express them i get anxious. i can never explain myself well. then i cry.
Everyday is the same. Exactly the same. The same 4 faces to look at and interact with, the same annoying zoom meetings, the same unproductive, demotivated, depressed and lazy self. I'm tired.