๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญI GOT THE JOB. ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Iโm gonna have my own office, own desk and my name on door. Youโre looking at DTW customs new LOC: Logistics Operations Coordinator๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅนAlexa play closer to my dreams because next is supply chain coordination then supply chain analyst!!!
I have things I wish I handled differently, things I wish I could explain, things I wish she understood about what I was going through and deeply feeling. Which I have a lot of guilt and responsibility I have been carrying around
when something ends doesnโt mean the chance you had was meaningless. Some people come into our lives and change us even if the timeline isnโt what we hoped nor planned for. The love can be real even if the future is uncertain๐ฏ
The most powerful thing you can do right now is lock in and actually change your life. Not talk about it. Not plan it. Do it. The comeback you are capable of is not just for you. It sets a standard for everyone watching and everyone who comes after you.
I describe love as:
building a home,
learning someoneโs habits,
caring about their day,
remembering how they smell,
knowing their laugh,
enjoying silence together,
wanting to grow old together.
I miss her smile, how she smell, how she walks, talks, watching her get dressed n do her hair n makeup, I miss her laugh, corny jokes that make me laugh, random facts, work day facts n conversations, Iโm tired, can you come lay/cuddle with me and beyond
since february I been in shock/disbelief, yearning/searching, bargaining, and deep sadness:/ a lot of shit hit my pride, my identity, and my confidence
I donโt want an apology. I want you to experience the exact situation you put me through so you can understand how it feels to be on the receiving end of your own actions. I wonder if you would still think it was okay if you were the one losing sleep, questioning your worth, overthinking everything and trying to heal from something you never deserved. Itโs easy to dismiss someoneโs pain when youโre not the one carrying it. Itโs easy to say โIโm sorryโ when you donโt have to live with the consequences of what you did. I donโt want revenge. I just wish you could understand the weight of the pain you made me carry.
talk about ha, almost never speak with anger. Always speak with sadness. a different kind of pain rather than resentment. I miss the person I loved thatโs my baby my first love
Maybe this chapter isnโt about love at all. Maybe itโs about realising how many times youโve abandoned yourself trying to be enough for someone else. How often youโve ignored your own needs, silenced your feelings and made yourself smaller just to keep someone in your life. Maybe this chapter is about learning to choose yourself, even when your heart wants to choose them. Maybe itโs about rediscovering the parts of yourself that got lost while trying to make someone else stay. Maybe itโs about remembering who you were before you started measuring your worth by how someone treated you. Maybe the love youโre meant to find in this chapter is the love you finally learn to give yourself.