Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons

|They/Them| Streamer, Gamer, member of Queer Women Game, and foster ghoul to all the spookiness left unhoused after folks de-Halloweened their usernames.

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

@Jan28217471 @NoMansSky Feels more alive to me than ever before. Sorry you're experiencing it differently, though. That's a hard thing to endure. If you keep trying but cant find the fun in NMS space any more, I wish you the best of luck finding something that does catch your interest as an alternative.

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

@scarlettsvoid 5 days from now, a message shows up in your commission inbox:

"Hi sweetie, can you write me a story in which your mom meets Captain America's Ass? Also, I baked cookies, would you like any?
Please be safe online!
I love you, Mom"

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

@Gaydarade The potential for booty and "one piece" puns here is fantastic

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

Feminists: Women are not responsible for the way men objectify and/or assault them! Stop blaming women for sexual violence committed by men!

TERFS: Uhm, wait, actually... Can we just blame some women for it? You know, as a treat?

Feminists:

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

feeling isolated? Alienated from your community? Well dont feel that way, come play Alien Isolation with me! https://t.co/lerEmkrsXM

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

So after quite some time, i'm back streaming for a bit! doing Death Stranding with my gf today, love if you'd stop by and say hi! https://t.co/lerEmkJ4mm

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

super glad for it, don't get me wrong, i just..... i wish i could just delete the bad parts of my brain function without pain and be happy, but lemme tell ya, if CT taught me one thing its that Eternal Sunshine is a FUCKING LIE THAT SHIT HURTS LIKE HELL AND DOESNT WORK.

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

Me: Yeah IDK, I just have a lot of insecurity and trauma, IDK what's causing all of those problems

Therapist: Have you considered whether it's the insecurity and trauma?

Me: *scoffs dismissively* I mean, sure i guess, but like, what's something i can solve without discomfort?

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

Therapy is fucking hard, y'all. Harder still when your therapist is damned good at her job. I hate it, and i wish i could just NOT work on my shit and still somehow be better but APPARENTLY that's not how it works. Guess i gotta find a way to survive all this painful shit

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

WOW WHAT A TERRIBLE IDEA HOW TERRIBLE THAT WOULD BE SO TERRIBLE
*throws them into my sharps bucket* WOW SO BAD AND HORRID

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

Gonna try and finish up Wolf Among US (ch 4 and 5) today before 6pm! wish me luck and come join the fun! https://t.co/lerEmkrsXM

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

@a_jeff9 Fellow CT survivor here. Glad you made it. May your life become so grand you one day look back on those days as an insignificant blip.

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

But I'm gonna scream into that void anyway because even if no one is around to hear my anger, my pain, my grief, it is better to scream than to go deaf from the silence.

I hope you hear me. I hope you help me. I hope you help us all.

Because we all deserve better than this.

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

Non-binary transition is wild in that there is no established narrative for "not the binary genders" so trying to do what you know is right for you can lead to colliding with access barriers. eg, Doctors sometimes deny access to life-saving meds because we aren't "trans enough."

[Skully: Spooky, Gay, Worried About Baby Skeletons @SkullTitsGaming]

I am sure my voice is just one of thousands screaming into the void of the web, only to receive small, consolatory shows of support/solidarity. And should, despite all effort, I fail to conquer the despair within me, I am sure my passing would elicit a similar lack of response.