@Shauna_Frakes Yes! We’re all good now, thank goodness. It’s just so scary in the moment. Jaynie fell on her back/head kind of and gave us a good scare!
“The reason I like staying up late so much is because between the hours of midnight and 5am, the world is quiet and no one expects anything from me. I could stare at my wall for 4 hours and there would be no consequences. It’s so silent & calm. I love it.”
Sometimes I forget I interned in NYC for an entire summer for a high end design firm & later worked for a high end firm in Las Vegas for almost 2 years. Feels like an entire lifetime ago.
Avenly was upset that I’m the only one that didn’t have any presents or a Santa stocking. I told her that I told Santa I didn’t want any bcuz I wanted them to have everything. The look on her face was absolutely confused but she said to me “I think that’s why your the best mama.”
some things never change, as much as you want it to. they don’t. people don’t magically change overnight. that’s a hard reality to come to terms with. healing is a process & my god it hurts