Lauren Ashley ⚓

Live Wild 💍🖤✌🏻

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

This New Year’s started slow dancing in the kitchen… as his wife. 🥰

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

Thank you for visiting tonight Michael. We had a snowball fight at the Benitawood house with mom and dad. Before you left, you hugged Austin and I telling us you were ok and that you loved us. As much as I hated waking up, I’m so grateful for your visit. I love you so much! ❤️‍🩹🪽

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

I don’t know how to do this.
Every aching moment in my chest.
Pretending I’m “okay”.
Social Media is a façade.
How will I ever get through this…
While never wanting to move on from it.
#grief

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

Thank you @JellyRoll615 for giving this to me. Blessed to have seen you just a week or so after my brother’s passing. It’s been my light at the end of the tears, my cane to keep me standing in this storm, and a friend to know I’m not alone.

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

I am not okay
I'm barely getting by
I'm losing track of days
And losing sleep at night
I am not okay
I'm hanging on the rails
So if I say I'm fine
Just know I learned to hide it well
🖤🎶

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

Hey @Vans why isn’t this working? I logged in and even hit the “redeem your 15% off”…. No discount in the cart.

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

Some days are just hard. 💙🪽

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

Say what you will about Mosby. That dog knew Liam needed me at 10:45pm. I couldn’t hear the coughing from our room. Mosby came and got me. Wouldn’t leave until I got out of bed to hear it and go take care of him. The most “Nana Dog” I’ve ever seen. You did good ole boy. 🐾🖤

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

I don’t wish you well but I also don’t wish anything ill upon you. I simply wish that you get what you deserve… & that is so much worse.

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

They got a whole lifetime. You were here for just a moment. No it’s not the same. No it isn’t fair. 💙🪽

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

Imagine hating me and I’m just over here being an awesome stepmom. 😂💋

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

Plus those with kids… it’d be nice to have something appropriate to wear!!!!

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

I stg there’s such a missed opportunity in the fashion world. I’m going to start a company for clothes with built-in bra support! Trying to find pjs with a built-in bra or cami support is nearly impossible if you’re not either being sexy or in something ugly! #fashion #realboobs

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

In a world full of plastics, the rest of us are punished. Not everyone wants to dress like a grandma or just flop around!

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

I see you Michael. Always with me.
💙🪽

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

My life on the outside is fun to them
But the person on the inside is crumblin

#ttmd 🎙️

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

I’d like to sleep please.

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

Grief is the biggest bitch. I’m so tired of crying. I’m tired of the ache. Why can’t I just breathe?!

[Lauren Ashley ⚓ @TheMrsMcCaffrey]

Happy Heavenly Birthday Beautiful! I love and miss you every day Nana!
💜🪽