I hoped for #drugsinmybody I feel like that it was just another letdown in my journey I am fucking tired of being the fool I should have known better You can't beat the fucking "MAN" I want my final wish to be Take my dead body and dump it at the front of the @US_FDA
For the last few months I have let bitterness and anger control my soul Bitter at people who I thought would be there for me And sadly showed me to be wrong I have been struggling with this and the reality of my situation Shit got real when I had to get a trach (1/2)
@ElaineMannFL Still trying to find the light again. I am slowly figuring it out. I just need some positive news about treatments. I don't see anything that I can get excited about. It was Nurown for me. But I don't see me getting the opportunity to find out.
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I have fallen off the ALS wagon and crawled back in the black hole of depression
It gets harder and harder to claw my way out
I go right back to isolation mode. I don't want to be that person
But it is really hard not to in a facility
I am going to try to stay out of my head
First time having my eyes dilated since I had the Tobii
PSA: Plan on not being able to use it for a while.
S/N I have to have 2 shots in my left eye
IN MY FREAKING EYE