𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again)

𝘜𝘎𝘞 80𝘭𝘣 || 𝘖𝘚𝘋𝘋 𝘴𝘺𝘴 || 𝘴𝘩𝘵𝘸𝘵 @prettylilcvts "𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴, 𝘪 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥"

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

𝘜𝘯𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 120𝘭𝘣𝘴 -- 𝘊𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘨𝘦 𝘌𝘳𝘢

[ᢉ𐭩 𐔌 𝙰𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚊 ꒱ SHEDTWT 🍬 @dollescent68285]

Having an ED and not being underweight is a humiliation ritual

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

9/3
₊ ⊹ ~800 cal
₊ ⊹ 793 cal burnt
₊ ⊹ 9.4k steps

Finally back to actually counting my cals. I feel bigger than ever though. My scale is dead and i look so huge even though im working out like crazy

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

𝘜𝘯𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 120𝘭𝘣𝘴 -- 𝘊𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘨𝘦 𝘌𝘳𝘢

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

9/2
₊ ⊹ i lowk forgot what i ate...
₊ ⊹ 960 cal burnt
₊ ⊹ 11.5k steps

Yea this day is a total blur. I think i mainly snacked at night but i did a lf during the daytime. I burned plenty of cals though. Exercise purging is way better for me than vommiting

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

@koryokuu Yayyy!!! I love when you do layouts

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

I started crying days ago and since then i just haven't stopped

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

I forgot to ask for almond milk thats literally all my cals for the day basically in this coffee

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

Just cried my eyes over over math that wasnt even hard 🤩🤩 spent 4 hours on homework to the point i feel genuinely sick 🤩🤩 im so dumb i dont deserve to be at uni

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

Its rhe only thing that gets him off of my mind im so fuckijg upset why am i an idiot my only hope my only hope literally down the drain i was so happy to make coffe like an idiot i forgot he told me it was in that bottle i should dry fast for my stupidity

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

Extending my fast because of that im so fucking stupid

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

I had alc and i threw it down the drain thinking it was water that was my only escape fucking idiot oh my god

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

I literally dont gaf anymore i will get back to lw i dont care if im sick

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

Attempting not to pass out again lolz

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

I had to have a huge omad since i nearly passed out :(( im such a failure

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

Only 18h too like i dont even consider that a fast :(((

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

Hey so dont fast while sick i just blacked out in a public store

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

Srry i havent updated this. I was on track the 26th and 27th but these past days I've felt ill :( little working out but i do try to purge when i eat

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

Birthday dinner purge 🤩 i hate myself

[𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘪 ۶ৎ (is speedrunning again) @_Angelrexic]

mom is pissed off after seeing me for the first time since birthday. Friends likley too busy to do anything even though i tried to plan in advance. Mom doesn't want me to see my dad even though hes the only one to offer n its been months. 0 birthday gifts. Half my famiy forgot!!