I don't know who needs to hear this, but start living.
The days are flying by, and all you do is work, pay bills, and stress.
Enjoy what you can-walks, sunsets, music, laughter. Joy doesn't have to be expensive. You deserve it.
Love just isn't enough for me anymore these days. As I grow in life I need you to respect me, support me, reassure me, value me, be gentle with me. I need to feel safe with you so I can flourish being the softest version of myself.