I think "Forgive and forget" logic is bullshit and is used to silence victims. If it worked for you, that's good, and I'm happy for you. Just don't ever say that shit to me.
seeing your age group having the best time of their lives while you’re at your lowest trying to figures things out - is another type of pain no one talks about.
PTSD: something terrible happened to you.
Complex PTSD: something terrible WAS your entire environment, and you had no choice but to keep living in it. There was no escape.
@flyingbeso I knew when I went to boarding school, it had me fuck up in so many ways.. I really couldn’t fathom what I just read and how much grief I had to endure.. 😣
i cried alone, vented alone, calmed my anxiety attacks alone, felt alone, advised myself alone, spend time alone. no one lived my life, nor cried my tears, so no one has the right to judge my way of being.
I do not handle hurt well at all and I do not like who I become when I am hurting. That’s why I really don’t like being mistreated or played with. If you aren’t genuine, don’t even bother me. Just move around.