I’ve been the most depressed I think I’ve been since postpartum. So today I think Baylor and I will go touch grass and do lots of activities. Just do whatever comes to mind. A “yes” day.
It’s so hard deciding to have more children or not. On one hand I want my child to have someone else to lean on and grow up with but on the other I constantly feel like I am failing and can’t imagine failing another child.
I’ve been hyping Baylor up about his hair cut with Aunt Megh today in hopes he won’t spaz out. He said he wants blue, spiderman, zombie, El Toro Loco hair. 🤣🤣🤣