״maybe i won’t want them anymore. i‘ll wait for my paycheck to arrive and see“ i said trying to convince myself as i hoarded 13 books i wanted into my cart, which i now bought, as my paycheck arrived
i open twitter, see the same 5 people on my feed, happily scroll, close it after 3 minutes once im done hitting a few likes on things i love and friends. and thats my entire use until the next day. 3 minutes
everything truly changed for me after october 23' and only this last winter i realized how much i denied and suppressed, tho i aware of it all. weird feel. i think im blossoming now, all with the seasons. im pretty sure actually
i don’t know what to poast so here’s one of my favorite dresses i got to finally wear for a wedding. while this is to show if i want to note ive been learning to love myself this past 6 months in ways i didnt know are possible for myself. it’s a very tender feeling
show it* oops.
by loving myself, while looks-wise it’s also relevant sure, i mean in the sense of being. the way i treat myself is the one of grace and actual compassion and i actually feel myself bearing fruits of what i devoted myself to