on my way to SF, made my entire airport journey together with 3 stranger American women and we were all so different from one another by ages and lifestyle. our flights all go out the same time - one to Miami, one to NYC, one to Boston. we powered through and trauma bonded over an incredibly hectic process together and now I’ll never see them again. they were so excited for my first time in the states. we all shared random heartfelt stories and made sure we never lost one another through the lines and rooted for a guy who was trying to make it to his flight in 40 min
I love you Aliza, Becca and Hadassa
@louisvarge@exgenesis yeah it’s a bit complicated and while I do think my reputation here is actually greatly in my benefit, things are also multilayered. considering it
just went to my higher ups and pitched myself for a way higher position cause I simply know I can do it. I am so confident actually
even when I can recognize very well in some of their eyes their confusion at the broken model they had of me
I can’t believe I’m going to america soon. yeehaw
so excited to let serendipity and my curiosity lead
so excited to meet friends and mutuals
so excited to meet my cousin I haven’t seen in 21 years
so excited to soak as much sf as I can
so excited to flourish
so excited to be human
I think people love the idea of equanimity or equanimous people but my lived experience of equanimity is “what you hold tight I hold very loose” and people often do not like that at all