I really fucking hate having anxiety. One minute iโm sitting in bed, hanging out & the next minute Iโm pacing around not wanting to be in my own skin.
Boyfriend is asleep, just spend over a solid hour organizing my make up. Now, do I stay up & do my nails? & hate my life tomorrow. Or do I go to bed & hate my life tomorrow cause I didnโt do my nails? ๐คจ
I seriously hate working the morning shift when Iโm used to second shift. Like I legit get no sleep all weekend and then i wonder why Iโm an emotional mess.