told my boyfriend that when i was An Autistic Child i really liked making lists and he said "i know. yesterday you showed me a list of people you want to go to the club with on saturday and it was literally just your friends"
once you turn 20 you have to fight everyday for the rest of your life to not lose your personality & spirit...bc what once came naturally to you will be exhausted into nothing if you don't actively Try. it's terrifyingly easy to become a lethargic, soulless adult