sarah

ed diary / 16+/ ifb
female, vegetarian 🌱 😙
lbmi: mid 15s.. cbmi: 🐷

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

@kaiserr_rr not everyone with eating disorders are overweight

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

#edrtwt i wanna try this.. vegetarian only though #ricecaketwt i want to try more foods ive eaten nothing but slop this month and i hve no ideas

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

@lsdbunnie that is not balance that is exercise purging what side is this guy on😭

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

bell pepper stuffed with cottage cheese and diced “chicken”, sweet potato fries
430 cals

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

@waterlily_lvr thank you!

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

@yourbabystrawb true i think sliced would have been better

[hawke @tauntifer]

edtwt being a disordered space doesn’t mean you have to reinforce or encourage other people’s dangerous behaviors.

some people use communities like this to make connections to others who understand their struggle. thank u!

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

@JVNEBONE its all about balance too so yes, but there will come a time where it doesnt really matter the nutrients youre getting if you are heavily restricting so much. atleast,thats what happened to me but everyones different so maybe im wrong

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

@ZanyScales nobody says retard is “the r slur” they say r word and people only say f slur because f word normally refers to fuck

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

@magicxrabbit i put one in the microwave for like 7 minutes but idk if its very similar to in the oven since i havent tried it in the oven it has a good texture though imo! i normally just get the ones that are like wrapped? that say to microwave them

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

@vanndayz @angxlicmio zmad? thats just fasting😭

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

@cadaver_dollie yes, like how pica is an eating disorder

[𖦹 stitch of 🍽️twt @stitchedkittyz]

i didnt used to struggle with binging ever before developing a restrictive ED, which makes me believe i dont really have a problem with binging but it’s just a response to undereating

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

@JVNEBONE its still just calories in calories out this only really matters if you want to feel full for longer youre going to feel like shit regardless if youre heavily restricting

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

i binge and then throw up then fast for days and over exercise then low intake then binge repeat #ok

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

those arent rolls #btw my shorts are just huge so i rolled the top down ok im not THAT big🥲

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

#bodycheck after doing nothing but bp this entire month bloated as hell you can see how much bigger ive gotten especially my thighs 😑 #fatspo

[sarah @asoulonhigh]

@kaiserr_rr like yess i totally love not being able to lay down on my bed without crying because of how much my bones hurt and not being able to keep down any food without purging totally goals🤣