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Made this account so I could vent about my mental health, life with BPD/EUPD, depression, generalised anxiety disorder & other life inconveniences. 🧠

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Suicidal people deserve a space to talk about their suicidal feelings without risking hospitalization/institutionalization or being accused of being manipulative or attention seeking

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Please help give my best friends dog the freedom to run again.
Any donations big or small or any retweets will be greatly appreciated 💜
https://t.co/QycmaVPfok

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Tryina get travel insurance for my trip to Mexico in Feb & after adding BPD & Depression to my medical diagnosis’s the price has doubled 🥴😂

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This app has became a shit show for transphobia & idiots in general tbh

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@realcmgz Socks of course 🧦

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Imagine getting pulled over & arrested in CROCS, could only happen to me 🥴

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@phoebesahotmess I’ve snapped you 😂

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Been discharged from the MH services today after 5 years of treatment. Completed the BPD Pathway which consisted of 15 months of weekly therapy in an MBT group.
Feeling very bittersweet about it all & a little overwhelmed but we move, here’s to the next chapter 🫡

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I know 90% of the words from the first Shrek film, I can & I will quote it from start to finish..

..& that is exactly why no one will watch Shrek with me

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@cattdunc We’ve all been there

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@phoebesahotmess Thank you, I appreciate you so much

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Hello Twitter, I feel like I’ve been absent for a while as my MH seemed to be improving & things were looking up & therefore I felt I had nothing to tweet about, as this is after all MH twitter..

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@phoebesahotmess Spoil sport

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It’s my birthday tomorrow & although I’ve came a long way this last year with my mental health & wouldn’t class myself as actively suicidal anymore.. it’s just dawned on me that I don’t know how to *celebrate* my birthday, cause for years I’ve hated the idea of being alive 🥴

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Wanna know what keeps me up at night? I used to work in a shop & I once went to say “spot on” & “thank you” to a customer but my brain combined the two & I said “spank you” & if I’m honest, that’s where it all started to go wrong 🤦🏼‍♂️😂

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Might phone in sick tbh

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I’ve been putting it off for weeks SOMEHOW because usually when she gets an idea in her head it needs done yesterday so I mean

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If anyone needs me I’ll be knee deep in YouTube videos

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Told my girlfriend I could put up a fence along our back bit & tomorrow is the day that I have to do exactly that

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Why should I have to “find a therapist”. Personally I think the therapists should all be fighting over who gets to be the one to delve into my beautiful mind