julie

14 — priv @juliecabin1 — slow an-r recovery — falling in love with living again, one tree photo at a time

[julie @caffeinatedest]

and if i came back to twitter as a bbc sherlock fanfic writer what then? eating disorders are boring anyway

[julie @caffeinatedest]

@imnotlus bru what the helll

[julie @caffeinatedest]

@5trugglelover i’ll scream it from the rooftops but there is seriously so much more to this life and i can’t believe i ever let myself forget that. i’m thinking about you all and believing that you can and WILL get better soon too. ❤️

[julie @caffeinatedest]

still alive guys and doing excellent!

delete twitter. this is your sign.

[julie @caffeinatedest]

@5trugglelover thank you :) for the first time in a long time i have a direction and enjoy things, enjoy my own presence, my own thoughts. i have actual aspirations again. im not magically cured but i no longer spend my entire existence trying to outrun depression

[julie @caffeinatedest]

i'm serious this was vital to me getting better

[julie @caffeinatedest]

@jsd137 i agree

[julie @caffeinatedest]

@bluebervys @beefnana i remember tweeting that i wanted to know if people ever found my pics on pinterest u have no idea how happy this makes me

[julie @caffeinatedest]

@beefnana @bluebervys OH MY GOD SHOW ME THIS IS THE GREATEST FEAT OF MY LIFE

[julie @caffeinatedest]

@bluebervys OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU I LITERALLY JUST OPENED TWITTER FOR THIS

[julie @caffeinatedest]

@15pistachios right, its fucking nuts???? theres SO many more important and fun things like What the hell.. food is awesome but not awesome enough for me to treat it like an angry god to worship and fear and sacrifice to or something. get in my mouth and let me go ski or something

[julie @caffeinatedest]

and if i came back to twitter as a bbc sherlock fanfic writer what then? eating disorders are boring anyway

[julie @caffeinatedest]

@pomegraneats that's so sweet of you !!! <3 i'm doing literally amazing esp in comparison to last year :)

[julie @caffeinatedest]

hi guys i'm still alive i think i have a chance at coming back to twitter and i'll try to check in more often :) ily all hope 2025 has been swell

[julie @caffeinatedest]

thinking about how long i spent focused in on that one thing makes me physically ill. like i can't believe i lived like that. so if i do come back i won't regularly post food anymore. i'm so much happier now, and if not happier i'm at least actually living in real life

[julie @caffeinatedest]

unironically if i do come back i won't be discussing eating disorders at all because it's somehow become such a boring part of my life. i definitely still struggle a lot with disordered thoughts but i DO NOT think about it full time anymore i just can't.

[julie @caffeinatedest]

@beckisfunny i'll dm you when things get resolved :)

[julie @caffeinatedest]

i’m getting my twitter taken away from me, so anybody who wants to stay in touch with me dm me so i can give you a way to contact me

[julie @caffeinatedest]

i’m getting my twitter taken away from me, so anybody who wants to stay in touch with me dm me so i can give you a way to contact me

[julie @caffeinatedest]

@lavenderkcals will dm you when i get the chance!!

[julie @caffeinatedest]

@1_monst4rr thank you so much mons :)))

[julie @caffeinatedest]

i’m getting put in forced recov but i’m gonna cooperate so i think this is it forever no more relapses for me

[julie @caffeinatedest]

w/ high likelihood. otherwise i might get very very limited and monitored access, idk