Life experiences can teach you a lot of things about yourself, don't judge yourself harshly, you're constantly changing and evolving, what worked for you last year isn't the same as this year.
I couldn’t see how anyone could be educated by this self-propagating system in which people pass exams, and teach others to pass exams, but nobody knows anything.
Major life hack: Walk in nature.
Stanford study found that a 90-minute nature walk meaningfully reduced rumination and activity in the brain region associated with depression.
the urge to go outside in the middle of the night while everybody is asleep, just to look at the stars and the moon, listen to the wind and walk though empty streets.