all my irls are steadily losing weight meanwhile i've been gaining and losing the same 2kg for months.. i've never felt more ashamed and disgusted by myself
why does it always have to be like this.. even if i'm below my cal limit when eating out, i always end up overeating later in the day and it's just a cycle and i feel like all i can do now is isolate myself from everyone and never hang out with anyone again
intro !! not new, just relapsed after recov ♡
- 06 liner, turning 20 this year!!
- enha, illit, nwjns, alnst, animanga
- intj 4w3
- pro recov
- dni if fatphobic, zionist, racist etc.
♡ / ↻ to be moots !! ۶ৎ
#edtwt#edrtwt
going cafe / desserts hopping with my cousin next friday and i'm so anxious but also excited .. but i know i won't enjoy it the way i am rn so i really need to starve until friday ahhh