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another diet fed by crippling defeat || dnf under 16 + fatphobes

[cam @carandcalorie]

this video still haunts me

[vivienne ִ࣪𖤐 @meowcissistic]

#edrtwt this is my worst nightmare

[kanna ⋆˚࿔ @kaane0]

having to choose a higher intake or failing your classes

[cam @carandcalorie]

I overate and i feel like shit great wtf was the point in fasti ng for that long i hate myself

[cam @carandcalorie]

Im gonna gain its whatever im tired of everything at this point i dont care

[cam @carandcalorie]

why am i 112 now im tryna ignore it whatever

[cam @carandcalorie]

@knivesandcals Yesss thnks for the rec!

[cam @carandcalorie]

trying out easy fast.. ive been using zero for some time so lets see which i prefer

[cam @carandcalorie]

@knivesandcals Im tryin it rn and i like it so far! nomu so cute

[cam @carandcalorie]

@nuclearlockdown I must try. THANK YOU 👀

[cam @carandcalorie]

@nuclearlockdown ouuhOUH wait that sounds so good. ive never had pudding heated up but i gotta try wait wait.. ☝️

[cam @carandcalorie]

And now im eating way more than i wouldve liked to. Im just frustrated its fine ill do more workouts tonight and whatever

[cam @carandcalorie]

Did the longest fast uve been able to do and im pissed cause it couldve been longer but i started freaking out for some reason. Ugh

[cam @carandcalorie]

@iwilldecayhere Stay consistent w my studies and not spiral over them again 😭

[cam @carandcalorie]

111.5 now Ohhhhhh

[cam @carandcalorie]

Scale must be fucking broken cause sokehow 113????? Its probs water weight or whatever

[cam @carandcalorie]

6lb in a month is too little im so disappointed in myself

[𑣲⋆ goth mikasa of 🏚️twt ⋆˙⟡ @yeagerb0mb_]

having an ed and being afraid of wasting food is one of the worst things to ever happen to me

[cam @carandcalorie]

@terrorful79301 who ur fav character i loove charlie

[cam @carandcalorie]

@red_fearn i get this but also it is always better to be safe than sorry or whatever the saying is.. either way i hope you will be okay and its nthg serious ❤️‍🩹

[cam @carandcalorie]

its just embarrassing being this fat i wish i looked like him