Do you ever want to be so close to someone that no amount of touch or communication or time or affection or understanding feels like it will ever be enough because you just want to feel like you’ve become one soul that will never be apart again
I’m shook by this Bashar channeling I listened to that said the energy of “building the house” and the energy of “living in the house” are two distinct experiences that don’t have to follow a chronological order. If it’s auspicious, you can choose to “live in the house” first.
Rewatched Bend it Like Beckham last night and realized I want a man with fire in his eyes to put on a crisp white shirt and confront my jaded immigrant parents about their pessimism for me
we can start with thanking our bodies for things it can do and has done for us: cuts in the flesh that have closed; going from one floor to the one above; smiling; feeling; forming muscle; carrying a scent; being huggable, kissable, loveable; how it gives us warmth in the cold .
People will brutally cut me off and then come back years later begging for what I used to give them. How dare you come back to me with your hands open. Not even offering a scrap to fill the hole you left me with.
What people tend to call “survival mode” is actually degeneracy. It doesn’t favor long-term survival. It gets you through another moment, but then you’re in a worse position than you were before. Calling it survival gives it too much power over you. Remember it’s degeneracy.
Gentle reminder that supplements can sneak up on you and you need to cycle them. You start taking a supplement and it feels good or neutral but then it can slowly change the way you feel over days weeks or even months. without you even knowing it, it can make you feel bad.
You don't even realize it until you stop using it and then you all of a sudden have this epiphany that the thing you thought was helping was hurting all along.
Gen Z “work ennui” is interesting to consider in the context of their Pluto placements, which are mostly in collective circuitry. Compare to millennials who mostly have Pluto in individualist gates.
Millennial Pluto life is at home; Gen Z Pluto life is in public
Y'all want your partners to be obsessive and reactive over you because when you were younger no one gave a fuck about you the way they were supposed to so now as an adult you're looking for someone to fill in a void that is way beyond them