I had the feeling someone would come for me if I came to a familiar place. I stayed silent because saying "I want to be alone" out loud would only reveal that I am in need of company. ')
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no one talks about how draining it is when your mood switches between “keep going , it will get better” and “i can’t do this anymore, im about to give up.” its like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you’re hopeful, the next you’re spiraling
i cried alone, vented alone, calmed my anxiety attacks alone, felt alone, advised myself alone, spend time alone. no one lived my life, nor cried my tears, so no one has the right to judge my way of being.
دايما لما كنت انزل اي مشوار كنت بحب ارجع بسرعة عشان ببقى عايزة اشوف هوشي و ريأكشناته
كان دايما ياحبيبي يستقبلني ع الباب ويمشي ورايا ف كل مكان
كنت ببقى عايزة اروح بسرعة عشان اشوفه لو محتاج حاجة سواء اكل او غيره
كنت ببذل أقصى مجهود عشان اوفرله كل حاجة و اعالجه عشان يخف ويبقى احسن من الاول .. عملت كل حاجة يا هوشي و بردو مشيت وسبتني
وحشتني اوي.. كل يوم بيبقى أصعب من اللي قبله من غيرك ..