Community/self-taught developer, photographer, thinker of things, learner/lover of life, and mediocre hobbyist. Emerge! Dms Open π
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I guess I will quit pursuing my career in Software Development and Artificial Intelligence and focus on my first career in Culinary Arts/Nutrition. I seem to be suffering from post-sepsis syndrome and will focus my efforts to work towards integration, albeit challenging, ---
with my friends, family, colleagues, coworkers and future relators. This will require integration between points in the central meridian similar to the Cauldrons of Posey mythopoetics and other similar (Gurdjeffian-esque) three(multi)-intelligence centered biophysic systems ---
Everyone's got skeletons in the closet and anyone, at any time, could have them paraded out in front of the whole world for their fifteen minutes of shame.
I still believe strongly in privacy and keep my communications safe! And at the same time, I fully expect that, my whole private life will be made public, and that haters will gleefully smear the entirety of it with utter bad faith. This is good, actually. Anyone who does this wasn't worth associating with in the first place, and showed their lack of quality. So their opinion of me can not possibly matter at that point.
This is the only sane position.
Some more good news: social media has so thoroughly desensitized us to scandal that at this point, there's nothing in most people's histories that would make a wave, much less be remembered after 24 hours.
The only thing you have to be ashamed of is shame itself.
Rock bottom shows you who your real friends are. The mountain top shows your friends who you really are. Adversity tests the loyalty of others toward you. Success tests your loyalty toward others and to your own values.
U are worthy of my kindness and care, my love and goodwill. no matter who U are, i aspire to treat U well
but U are not entitled to my time, energy, or respect. those must be earned
Von Neumann's insight in Game Theory was that when the "environment" contains other optimizing agents, the problem becomes irreducibly triadic. You can't just model your action against the world, because the world includes agents who are modeling you modeling them. The interaction requires a mediating structure β the game itself β that isn't reducible to either player's perspective. This is Thirdness in Peirce's precise sense: a relation that cannot be decomposed into dyadic components.
Whatever this is, may, in fact, be conscious & tormented. It may be the literal actual torment nexus from the book "Don't Invent the Torment Nexus"
We take randomness for granted.
Early PRNGs were BAD.
Thousands of scientific papers used to rely on RANDU, created by IBM in the 1960s. In 1D space, it looks ok!
Map in 3Dβ¦you start to see the issues. Now, there *was* a better solution...but it would cost you.