@luminacinem I am fairly new to this so not even sure my novel has even been seen yet. I think of this more as a journey, not looking at the destination.
Wish people would stop trying to protect me. For the love of all that is holy....let me do shit I know I can do. Otherwise your protection becomes hate from within.
I seriously wish Indiana would come out of the dark ages and allow cannabis. Thankfully a bill that would have prevented me from getting D8 products did not make it to the vote. At least I still have that to help against the pain. For now!
One of the worst things of having BPD is when I do cycle through the emotions and hit the deep dark, the ideation comes through. Hard to be happy when your heart and soul feel dead. Bonus BPD allows me to quickly get away from that.
I wish to goodness I knew what was wrong with me. I have been crying all day. And the further into the night it gets the harder I cry. Why am I so broken?
@NVIDIAGeForce GeForce Season
I believe I deserve an upgrade because I have been using a RTX2070 Super since 2018. I Just got divorced and am expanding my game library slowly. I want to play with my friends.
Health care in the US is miserable. I went to the er for the same pain I have had for over 2 yrs. They could find nothing. Except an elevated white count. I leave with a script for nausea. Did I miss something? I have Lupus...I cant afford to get any sicker.
I have been in pain for over 5 days now. Under my right rib cage and most likely my liver or kidneys, yet I refuse to go to the ER to get it looked at because I will not be labeled as someone seeking drugs.
Just a random thought...I feel American healthcare has let us down. We are afraid to go visit an ER due to the stereotypical "you are here for pain killers" attitude that often arises when someone with a chronic illness goes to the hospital.
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