the first chapter of dependency, an #hollanov infidelity fic has been posted.
ilya is the talented 22-year-old captain of the boston raiders, and shane is the recently engaged coach he’s sleeping with. three years in, things finally come to head
https://t.co/X9zqkioZil
@molarsweet god i’m so so sorry that you had to experience that in real life. it isn’t an insult or some kind of ethical dilemma to prioritise safety and security over the concept of being out, which isn’t even a stable fixed position for many ppl at many different times in their lives
really aware that fans (and rreid to ab extent) do want to play it straight as the internal being the largest block to accessing a happier and more fulfilled life and the narrative arc and impetus comes from resolving those internal blocks that kept you repressed
I don't like how this fandom speaks about people in the closet I don't like reading fanfiction where the author clearly thinks that being closeted is a moral failing. I also don't like how this has been the case in literally every fandom I've ever been in.
and i get that this is a fantasy and why it is and what ppl get from it (even if i don’t get the same) but god we lose so much in the sort of cost-benefit analysis ppl make all the time to maintain this ‘false’ self when we treat it as a moral failing. like god can we get more
@dirtangeldean haha aww thank you! this is actually chapter 6 of my current infidelity!hollanov wip if you want to read any of the prev chapters https://t.co/X9zqkioZil
Generational differences are fake. Everyone is rude. Everyone stares at you like a slack jawed moron. Everyone is more conservative and prudish. Everyone listens to short form content out loud on their phones in public places