Emjay

Meow

[Joshua 🧣🍁🖤 @Joshwins_all]

“you handled it so well” no, i didn’t, i went insane, lost my spark, distanced myself from everyone and hated myself.

[𐙚 @probablyfineeee]

And suddenly, I no longer dream of being someone’s girlfriend or imagine the wedding dress I’ll wear someday. All those feelings have faded. I don’t want love anymore. I’m tired of believing in it, tired of what it made me become. Love didn’t make me feel cherished; it made me feel like a fool for having such a genuine heart.

[Veloria🐬 @veloriahq]

“𝘚𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘯 𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭.”

— 𝘏𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘏𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘦

[ZeroTrace @empiremike_]

"lack of consideration will kill whatever bond we have, i'm not reminding you to act like you care about me."

[Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle @DrDoyleSays]

Most CPTSD survivors are not trying to get back to who they were "before" the trauma. There may not have BEEN a "before." Most of us are constructing a new version of ourselves from scratch-- & that's complicated.

Be patient w/ yourself when becoming someone you've never been.

[𝓓𝓮𝓵 @delonperc]

CPTSD is sitting alone on your birthday and telling yourself you like it this way. It’s convincing yourself you don’t need anyone when the truth is, you needed people deeply once and they weren’t there for you. So you learned to stop needing them before they could be the ones to leave first. The loneliness you choose can still feel safer than the abandonment you never chose.

[Emjay @emileejohnson36]

@CaptainCabinetz Why do so many people cheat? I don't understand it. Is it just inevitable that one partner will cheat on the other? I'm really starting to wonder if monogamy is real

[LISA🦋 @LISA4drill]

my kitty cat was wandering around going
'mrrph?" so i was like "in here!" he goes
"mrrph!" shoves open my bedroom door with his big round head and FLOPS on me. as in hard enough that he made a little "oof" noise when he did it. followed by a category five purring event. there's good in this world mr frodo etc

[Emjay @emileejohnson36]

@midwestern_ope Ope.

[darkthedude @DarkestYG]

How life feels when you give up and focus on substance abuse

[12,000 angry bees @WWaltuhh]

Come face us pussy.