I stood on the mountain and tried to curse god for making me a 5’6 incel with a micro but was overwhelmed by his love and fell to my knees in shame like a runaway child who had rejected his only father
If you leave it close by on your desk chambered with the safety off you train your mental fortitude exponentially and if not you can just end it in a really quick motion without much time to think about texting your friends or family